m-TequilaSunrise...

to type here even if i have nothing to update. yet... hehe...

office is organising xmas party and they're setting up the buffet now. the theme is... cross dressing. gosh. hopefully i dont laugh till i cant eat any food later.

bwahahaha!

I heard the retrenchment notice is out...

Who got unlucky?
I really don't know

But I really thank you guys on the guidance that you all have provided all these months...

still got a lot more not yet add.

presenting this... our work station for the time being until we move to midvalley.

Top :- Me (TH), Ryan(Fault), Adrian(Fault), Rakesh(PA), Giap(Fault)
Bottom :- Dominic(Fault), Mariflor (trainer slash work force manager slash team leader slash etc etc), Hammy(PA)

it's so nice to have smoking kaki around u. whenever u're bored, u can just drag them out to smoke. and majority of them would not turn u down.

smoking in a bunch is also a way to socialize. that's why some people called it social smoker... u smoke means u smoke la. what social smoker? nonsense...

but being a social smoker is not a good thing too... cos u'll end up making people's place a mess...

like this...


yeah... be proud. our master piece. and this is just small part of it. not including those we dumped through the window. XD

My office recently just upgraded my pc MS Office to 2007 version. Previously I used only once on beh’s lappie. But didn’t really get to molest every part of it. Now that I get to molest every part of it, gosh… it’s so fantastic!

I suddenly realize I really have no life. It’s just work, work, work… other than that, go out for dinner/supper with beh.

But these 3 days will be occupied. Today, me and colleagues will go for dinner at Klang. Then, tmrw will head to gym. Then, Friday will head to colleague’s place to hang out.

Colleagues dun like taking pictures. So no updates on them or how they look like. Haha!

There’s updates on my job scope tho… currently doing task handover. I have done a one-day moderate training by a girl from sg. Via phone n msn. Haha… dem nice. Very challenging. Easy as it may seem but there’s really a lot of things to take note on. And have to be really careful before handing over the task. *sweat*

Now after work d… staring at the pc dunno wat to do. Tempting to finish the task. But feeling really lazy suddenly. Been cracking my head whole day on one customer d. And now… more to come… >.<

Seriously, i do realise im crapping here... i dont know what to do!!!

life sucks. really...

i've been trying to get a car but the down payment is killing my brains. but for now, kinda solved. i asked the guys in my class to help me out to look for a sales person who can do magic... me now waiting for aunt prepare documentations and then wait for news from my friend.

as for job. getting more n more in love with my job. probably it's because previously i do have the passion in IT, just that i didnt really had a chance to really touch in it. so now, i'm really relieved and blessed. learning as many things as possible now and trying to familiarise it. after that, offer myself to cross trained a few more tasks. more cross training, more chances to get to Team Leader post. and if possible, wanna try to get CCNA cert. it's just 1st month i already think so big! muahahahaha!! next week onwards, my working hours would be graveyard hours. when u see a zombie walking down the street, dun worry. it wont bite. it's just me...

as for beh... she'll be busy for these few weeks due to her company's project... it's a mass thingie. so she'll be superb busy. but she said after this war, she'll take leave to rest. good good... sulah tua, kena rehat manyak manyak... =X

i better not say much. later kena diu... XD

i always have loved this song... and also the anime...





didnt know the singer is actually this cun. *saliva dripping*

It’s been 2 weeks now since I joined my new company. I remember back then on the 1st day, I tried to run away because I was afraid I can't get along with the guys and the trainer thought us things that I totally never heard before. I called back my job recruitment agent and ask about the other post is it still available, but unfortunately then, it’s already been taken by someone else. But fortunate now, I learnt lots of new things and colleagues are not bad after all…

The 1st week was tough. Really tough. The trainer keep pumping new things into our brains and keep asking us to go out present and review what has been thought and lots of discussion till I actually quite pissed at one of the guys. In the middle of trainings, we do joke around till they even said I’m the macho girl cos I’m the only girl. Sheesh… Overall, training was fun.

1st day of work. As usual, super tiring for me. Cos I kinda not used to the time yet. Before lunch was ok. I still manage to concentrate. After lunch, I kept wanna doze off. Wahahaha…

I got some news. I don’t know it’s suppose to be a good news or a bad one. I am required to work on 24hrs shift. And the company will be moving to Midvalley on November. I’m totally HL d. but I’m still sticking on for the sake of the pay. Sometimes I think, can u stick to a job that u’re sick of but u stay for the sake of the pay? We’ll see how I survive in this company.

Training was ok. The things that they covered made me so damn freaking blur cos I have no freaking idea wat is it. All I know is, there’s something gotta do with the internet, how internet actually works, what are the equipments, what are the ports… yada yada yada…

Since I got the news that it’s gonna be 24 hours shift, I inform TSL n SLS’s bf, both turned it down. Sighs… there goes my side income.

Anyways, gotta get back on facebook now. And gotta hit the sack after that.

just when i thought my job opportunity is doomed...

the HR manager just called! and YES YES! i'm starting on Monday.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMUAHS!!

it's end of the day already and no calls regarding the offer letter.

she did call me that i am hired. means i AM hired rite?

starting to get worried...

for the fella to call me up and tell me good news on my job.

she said she's gonna call me this week so that i could go over and sign the offer letter.

lalala~

Such a lovely day isn’t it? Everyday is a lovely day. Agree? Well, that depends how u see it. Hahaha!

Or…

I’m just having an extremely good mood today.

Or…

It just happens that I received an extremely good news.

Or…

Both…

Well, u get good news leads to u have good mood.

I shouldn’t be talking so much cock rite? Hahaha…

Alrite… the good news is… *drumrolls*

I got a job!

And it pays fucking well!

And it’s not 24 hour shift!

And it’s multinational company!

Thank God I quit my previous job.

But I got another interview on Wednesday. Should I go and try it too?

I'm so so so overjoyed now! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~!!!!!

There’s no such thing as 2nd chance. Why am I so dumb to give my exs 2nd chances whenever they did something wrong?

The agency called me today, regarding my interview with my ex company that I really wish to joined back.

I failed. They rejected me.

All I’m asking for is just another chance to serve the company once more and change my fucking working ethics. And I dun even deserve that chance at all.

Tho I was aware that my records are bad 3 yrs back. And I am well prepared that I might get rejected. But when I got the call, my heart shattered. I cried so hard. Why? Why can’t they just give another chance? They could just fire me if I really didn’t perform. I rather have them to fire me if I didn’t perform rather not giving me any chance to perform.

I’m even crying when typing this.

Michelle… michelle… u look so stupid for crying over some company rejected you… but I couldn’t help it. Just as stupid as, I already know I got bad records, and yet I’m still sending myself in to get rejected. Stupid huh?

If I’m not determined to change myself, why should I be sending myself in to get rejected?

Yea… the title sound ridiculous rite? Its true lorh. I really interview whole day. And it’s my 1st time interview whole damn day. Tiring leh…

Today my actual plan was…

9am for 1st interview, then 12pm another interview. Head home, rest a while den go work out.

But………………….

After my 1st interview, another company called. So since I was in KL, mind as well go finish all my interviews. So, that interview was quite flexible. He said after I settle all oni give him a call.

So I settle my 2 interviews and gave him a call, and he told me to meet him at 2.30pm.

Went in at 2.30pm. 1st he interviewed me for the position of telemarketer. And he actually gave me chance to choose between telemarketer or customer service. I hate selling things so I choose customer service instead. So he called the person from customer service department to interview me instead.

The interview was fun. I saw him circling mostly 4.5 points. It was range of 1 to 5. yay! I love to go interviews when I’m sleepy. Cos I tend to talk a lot when I’m sleepy. Hehehe… weird huh? After being questioned by him. He told me to wait for a moment, as he wanted me to proceed being interviewed by the manager level instead.

*tick tock tick tock*

Den went interview with the managerial levels. It went well too. Yay yay! Den they ask me to wait again cos they need to discuss if I’m suitable. Then the guy came up to me, ask to wait a while, so he could contact the senior manager level for another interview. Bah…. So many levels geh… about 10 mins later, he came up to me again and said the senior manager went out to meet her client. So I don’t need to wait anymore. But will call me again tmrw and if possible, I need to go back there either tmrw or Wednesday.

It was already 5.30pm when everything is done. 2.30pm till 5.30pm. whole 3 hours… siao!

Done lots of walking today, plus it was kinda late d, so… gym canceled! Wahahaha… ei… no kidding lorh. Kenot feel my legs d.

After that trained to KL central by monorail. Beh picked me up, went for dinner. Only ate mc d breakfast. So damn hungry!! After makan, went back her place to take my bath. Feel so fresh after bath! Den just now, as usual. Chill at mc d a while.

Was talking about her grandma and my great grandma. Kinda miss my great grandma. Tho I have not much memory of her… but somehow, it’s family… every Chinese new year, for sure we will go back and visit her. I wonder wat will happen next yr.

finally i went for the interview today.

beh came pick me up at 12 something in the afternoon and photocopied my i/c. then we went for lunch in wan yu (not one U ah!! almost kena tipu. luckily im smart.).

then she sent me to the company and i waited n waited n waited... while waiting, i approached and talked to the new candidates. me being me la. i wonder did i scare any of them... ngekz.

the interview went not very good from wat i see. tho ppl said being confident is good. yes. i was acting n answering confidently. after the interview, i went blank. so many 'wat if's came out. wat if she didnt like the way i answer her question? wat if she doesnt like the way i present myself? wat if i answer the things wrongly? wat if they really reject me?

the whole day i was accompanied by beh. luckily. she did cheer me up a lot. really beh tahan us being so 'fai'. we at first had a lot of plans to do today. going FOS la, going buy cloth la. we ended up staying home watch tvb drama. XD

now i'm home. no. im not feeling down anymore. just think that i probably can do better than that just now. sighs. as usual. wat's done is done...

beh reminded me to clean room just now... *looks around room* really dunno how to start.

yes yes. i will still clean it eventually.

tata... time for facebook. weeee!

went for work out again. my legs muscles are not that painful anymore. now is my upper arm. hehe... i love the pain. i love the pain so much till i wonder wat if next time when i did go regularly and i dun have the pain anymore. how??

but unfortunately, they close early today. they having annual dinner. and they only announced it 30 minutes before they close. so we didnt take our sweet time to bath and just went off.

sat at the mamak with lynn for drinks and talk talk talk. imagine. 8pm talk till 10.45pm. hehe... girls will be girls la. keep talking.

now i'm home. all bathed clean n smooth n feel good bout myself. *pom* tmrw is my interview! *jumps in excitement*

-good impression
-talk properly to sell myself
-just say wat is relevent

wish me luck!

it's been a wonderful lovely weekend. enjoyed myself very much. ever since i've decided to go on MIA, i did not expect anyone to call me. such peaceful weekend.

but TSL texted me asking where am i. and i text TSK about is there any toy poodle or miniature schnauzer for breeding. and of cos, all the way, whenever my phone rings be it is phone call or text msg, i always expect it's my aunt.

so now, whenever my phone rings, it's either my aunt, HTL, job recruitment agents, and celebrity fitness, i dont know who gave them my number. sighs...

have an interview tmrw. so nervous. tho i have been to numerous of interviews, this time, i'm extra nervous. cos it is the company that i have always wanted. and it's only to the agency! i wonder how would i be when i come face to face to the actually company. *sweats* so dem kan cheong.

and i've been looking up and down for my CV file and my certs for the past 2 weeks, and just now when i dig through my whole study room, i'm only able to find it. and my hands are all covered with dust. ish... dem itchy now. and my nose. *sniffs*

ahhh... wish me luck~ muacks~