m-TequilaSunrise...

had a long chat with HTL last night. main topic is, i need to change.

sighs...

i know the fact that i need to change but somehow it draws me back to my old self. gosh... why is it so hard to fucking change myself?

i'm lazy. my main main main weakness.

i complain a lot. at the beginning of every job, i'll say it good, its dem blardee good. 2 months later, i'll start complaining till i have no interest at all to continue working.

and just like today, i wanted to get up early, go out and have breakfast while looking into newspapers for vacancy.

at the end...

i woke up at 2pm.

oh well... am goin out soon. goin to HTL's place to watch the opening in beijing.