m-TequilaSunrise...

Life is so precious. If u do not think ur life is precious, then think of others. Think of your loved one’s life. U won’t know whether if they’ll still even be here the very next day.

Got a very bad news from beh today. One of her cousin passed away. And it was so accidental and so sudden.

And he was only 1 yr younger than me. 22 yrs old.

He was with this girl and went out for about a month. And the girl thought that things are not working out and she calls it quit. He couldn’t take it. So I think he wanted to either patch things back or get a proper explanation. So he went to look for the girl by climbing to her window. It was pretty late and she of cos got frightened, so she shut the window. And that is how he fell from 4th floor down on the ground.

Isn’t it so sudden?

I thought it was very determined of him wanting her so badly or wanting her explanations so badly till he can do such thing. I think it was pretty romantic of him. When u love someone so crazily, u’ll do crazy things crazily.

On the other hand, I dun blame the girl as well. She calls it quit in just 1 month. She didn’t drag long like I did. And the girl was frightened cos it was late and it will be the same reaction I’ll do if I’m in her shoes. And to know by shutting the window had cost his life, she’ll feel traumatized and it’ll definitely haunt her for a life time.

I’m not supporting or blaming anyone. Both has their wrong, in a good way.

So I canceled my gym session with TSL and went to the funeral with beh. After paying the ‘pak kam’ I went outside and sit down quietly till she finishes her stuffs. I can hear her aunt crying loudly. I could feel her pain she’s having and it made my heart felt sour and my eyes wet.

Tho I do not know wat is ur name, but I pray u’ll rest in peace and u’re now in God’s arm safe n sound.

To the family, relatives and friends. My heart felt condolences to all of you.